i’d literally do absolutely anything in a heartbeat to get things back to normal
definitely being punished for having a good day yesterday
this is getting really fucking scary now, like seriously
there’s something fucking wrong with me
need to sort my life out, i’m such an emotional wreck
really fucking tired of life lately. just seems that i can’t be happy no matter what happens to me, and the second something bad happens i’m on the verge of breakdown. i just really fucking wish i wasn’t like this, i hate change so much. it’s not just like oh i’ve had a bad day, it’s the fact i never have good days, i’m getting really fucking sick and tired of this same old shit.
i only come on tumblr when i’m on a down these days, never when i’m up
lol my life’s going to shit lol lol lol bye
i got it
i hate this. i hate myself. why do i have to live like this? i’m never happy anymore, it’s all false. seriously fed up, just can’t be arsed.