i’d literally do absolutely anything in a heartbeat to get things back to normal

definitely being punished for having a good day yesterday

this is getting really fucking scary now, like seriously
fuck
there’s something fucking wrong with me

need to sort my life out, i’m such an emotional wreck
fucks sake

really fucking tired of life lately. just seems that i can’t be happy no matter what happens to me, and the second something bad happens i’m on the verge of breakdown. i just really fucking wish i wasn’t like this, i hate change so much. it’s not just like oh i’ve had a bad day, it’s the fact i never have good days, i’m getting really fucking sick and tired of this same old shit.

i only come on tumblr when i’m on a down these days, never when i’m up